i feel ever so taken care of.

week 12 and i'm dying at just the thought. had case on sunday, stretched till 6pm yesterday followed by presentation and recording. before the last night of dains zach got my stardust autographed!!! during case at 1am hfen brought me starbucks. day before during dains fest rach and shah brought me starbucks. before presentation last night rach brought me starbucks. and before that while dying with zero sleep khor brought me lunch. and then late that night, when i was dying from exhausion, desmond appeared and sent me home. lunch seriously saved my life, starbucks perked me up, and the ride home seriously saved my life (oh and money hahaa)

what do i do without the people in my life?

today was an amusing.

well it started bad, with daddy and i stuck in a jam along ecp and then along nicholl as well. it killed me cos i was late for rehearsal. the rehearsal was for the MTI Economic dialogue happening tomorrow. it's a bit event. well no it's an important event. it was amusing. i shant say more.

after that i rushed to SOB for case. it was my first 3 hour case and i must say it was the biggest joke EVER!

i LAUGHED during presentation cos i lost control entirely. we hadn't done our slides, we had NO IDEA who was gonna say what. we just took turns to talk absolute rubbish. it was painful, because we knew in our heads what we wanted to do, we just had positively no time at all to craft out a presentation! it was hilarious!!

recording with seha after. good recording!

i just had dinner with rach, and we're semi chilling at starbucks now. we talked about theatre, and i realised how much, how much i miss it. i remembered one of our initial group pieces, the scenes when laypeng as the father was touching me as the child, and when i hit zach again and again as the mother and him as the father. the exact feeling came back to me, and i remmebered how scared we all were at that first scene because it was terrifying at 9PM, and i remember how i cried and cried at the second. poor zach, he got hit a million million times.

i miss tsd. our late nights, our garden table bitching and laughing, our barefoot running around school, collecting dinners with jancy. whao! i miss tsd.

starbucks makes a happy charlotte

what would i do without starbucks!

omg i love coming early, and sitting at starbucks with my caramel macc or mocha and typing away on my lappie.

of course it'll be even better if it was a magazine or book instead of a lappie, but one shouldn't ask for too much.

daddy is taking us to vietnam for a photography trip (poor mummy she'll die of boredom) yay! and then perhaps i might go to korea. STUFF TO LOOK FORWARD TO!

next week = death.

citi case writing, CAT assignment, CAT midterm. grrr

but there's also mid term break to look forward too, one week left! rach is getting a yacht yayy a day on a boat!

i am suddenly particularly afriad of how public a blog is! other then this particular social circle [tsd++], people should not be reading my blog eek. so i'm gonna make most of my posts protected now. that's a bit annoying i know, because no one in the world uses/used xanga haha sorry! if you still wanna read my rantings, just get an accct and i'll add you to my protected list.

meanwhile, i am ashamed at how easily people can convince me to spend money! i have been spending way too much on my toiletries and little bits of skin care seriously. first, the body shop, and then, the l'oreal sale, and now, at browhaus. CHARLOTTE STOP SPENDING MONEY!

tau huey, milk egg, and mango pomelo

had a good day!

i finished watching the city. i watched super fast, like even if i wasn't really watching i had it on so i could just get the season over and done with (plus i think jay is very cute, so it's easy just having him on the screen)

met deb to gym because i didn't at all gym last week! but i was running outta time so it was just a quick one.

i had to manage FOH, and then run over to school for a meeting for convoc after i closed house, and then run back in time for intermission geez. they were planted at subway to make things worse, so i had to hurry all the way over in my damn heels. i'm kinda irritated with convoc. if not for convoc huh, i'm positive i would have managed to squeeze in a bangkok trip hmm. and left right centre everyone's going to bangkok. sigh. minh says at least i have him, yea so much of a consolation!

after FOH (which was pretty entertaining today) met shah and minh for desert at liang seah!! me and shah are tau heuy buddies serious like hardcore, and me and minh can almost be mango pomelo buddies. i love mango pomelo at ah chew deserts i tell you. and the boiled milk egg thing is the bomb as well. so our days ended fab with all the desert we were had haha.

so anyways, whilst we were all talking, i started thinking about all the friendships ive made in SMU, and counting off those that really matter to me. i'm thankful for BE, because almost anyone i really really care about is in BE, if i didn't already know them before. it's funny how close me and shah have become. i don't really remember when we got so close and how, when i think about it; but it's one of those things that i know will never change. oh dear, what am i gonna do when he graduates next sem. as i sat there in liang seah, i just felt so grateful for shah and minh. there're more people of course, and i'm so grateful for them as well. it's nice, having all my other friends that i can always count on, and then have these people too, that don't ask for anything in return, except maybe tau huey from paya lebar hahaha (urgh karen why did you ever introduce it to me and shah?? things will nv be the same.)